So from the start, despite the fact that I deleted those posts and decided to take my blog a new direction, I have been obsessed with my physical appearance. I mean who isn't, right?The difference with me is the fact that a little over a year ago, I weighed over a hundred pounds more than I currently do today....
An Accomplishment some would say, however, my perfectionist libra intensified outlook on life has deemed my physical appearance unacceptable. Now, I havent turned bulimic or anaorexic just in case youre wondering. I simply eat less aaaaaaaand with the help of some surgery, intake a little less as well. Not necessarily a cop-out or fialure as I have begun to realize as it has been a rocky road trying to maintain and learning what not to eat and how to control my eating habits, but still....cant seem to get to where I want to be.
I realize that because I am German and come from a rather largely built family, that my chances of being supermodel slim are very little. and I'm cool with that. Really, i am. i would never want to be that skinny to begin with. However, being toned enough that people dont confuse me for the tire sale (Buy 1 get 3 Free!!!!!) would be nice.\
Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, today, I made the decision to get off my rather large butt and do something about it. Several comments, made not in spite, but hopefully jest, have been made to me at work concerning the size of my calves and my legs as well as my butt. Kind of motivates one to do something about it.
So here starts Day 1 of my fitness blog and a technological diary of how I am doing and the progress I hope to make. With any luck, seeing and having to write down, the days events as well as intake of foods may help and hinder any mishaps along the way so that by summer.........
SHE WORE AN ITSY BITSY TEENY WEENY YELLOW POLKA DOT BIKINI :-) :-)
You're inspiring me to get off my rather large butt as well. Seeing as how I am competitive, this might motivate me to get my ish together too!
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